Assalammualaikum :) Sorry , if my post this time kinda , you know weird . Just expressing what I really felt from the bottom from my heart :') Crush , yeah . I know every people got their own crush right ? Yeah , we're just a normal people that have feelings towards the people that we're kinda attracted to... but , it's just kinda weird why must crush will not be ours at the end . They would like end up with someone else , and we're be like "Yeah , go ahead , you're just a crush to me" and we're end up as a lone ranger forever . =_=' I kinda tired with that kind of situation . Why can't we end up with them ? Why must when we started to develops our feelings towards them , they would be someone else's boyfriend :'( Why they could not see us standing in front of them , cared for them and etc. Plus , why keep searching for others while we're keeps appearing in front of them .The most hurtful part when they're seeing us as a friend only and we're in the "FRIEND ZONE" . Plus , they always gonna tells story about their awesome moment with their girlfriends and we're be like "Oh really ? that's good for you . May you live happily ever after with her :')" But , deep in our hearts , it's like they've been stabbed so many times with a very sharp knife or it had break into pieces like a broken glass >< It's not like that you're so shy that you can't tell him or confess to him that you're liking him but , you'll knew that it'll break your relationship with him as a friend and both of you will be a stranger to each other forever . So , you just have to keep it to yourself  and keep on supporting him with his girlfriend . It's heartbreaking . Really really heartbreaking . I knew that feelings . I've experienced it so many times . But , as you keep it to yourself . It might eaten yourself up at the end of the day :'(  For me , to let it go away , I just keep my distance away from him . But , it's hard to do that so . The more you keep your distance . The more it keeps getting near . :'( 

NAD .